I grew up in Poland. Want me to add something? Beatings from my brother, mother, neighborhood, school, employers, university, the country… Then, during my studies, I got sick after a vaccine, had an accident, got cancer, had to undergo surgery, then almost died, needed another surgery, but now I feel great—I’m not even 30 yet. Everything passes. I didn’t list everything. With each hit, you become stronger, but before that, you have to suffer a bit—whether you do it to yourself or someone else does it to you. Don’t collect poo. >> http://sasana.wikidot.com/depresja U can browse it in the English version quickly.

Ajahn Brahm speaks about this pain: growing pains. The suffering that accompanies development. It’s related to the realization of something. Everyone goes through it.

I dreamed about my high school class today. The school psychologist came to our lesson. At some point, two priests showed up, and the teacher, along with the psychologist, ran to the psychologist’s office. The priests chased after them because they had come to play with them (rap. yooo yooo- you know, banned word). One mischievous classmate also ran after them, and then policemen ran after them in the hallway to catch them.

Everything happened very quickly. Some of the classmates went into that room, but there was another door slightly ajar, and everyone was afraid to go in. Everyone was shouting one by one: ‘Cut them off!’

There was a bathtub in the corner, and suddenly one of the classmates started breaking eggs into it, and then everyone followed suit, and soon everything was spilling all over the floor. The end. The ending is funny. :D

What is: look like gay. It’s not just about clothing, but men in pink??? Pink on male is so popular. You know, there are certain typical clothing elements—rainbows, etc. There’s more and more strange expression in men.

There’s increasing recognition of ASD, is strongly associated with being gay in scientific discourse…

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC10280200/

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/37346988/

In some charts from one study, there’s also a noticeable trend among men. This is likely due to the common lie where a bisexual identifies as straight, or a gay man says he’s bi or straight. For peace of mind, for example. For women, being a lesbian carries fewer social consequences. It’s a presumed statistical effect. I’ve also learned from various forums that many men who identify as heterosexual have received oral sex from a gay friend. I know there are men who enjoy sex with another man but don’t like cuddling with them. Once, a friend in class—an openly gay guy—almost laid on top of me. My high school athlete friends often touched each other and made comments. It seemed like just slapping and grabbing, but you know. Once they even started playing with each other’s balls. In fact, I’ve been touched the most in my life by other guys, usually through slapping or fighting- by the accident. Men sometimes like to pretend to be gay for laughs, for example, dancing together or pretending to flirt. On the other hand—hungry men think of bread.

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