Happy Hump Day, Team!
That’s a wrap on a really intense work week. Who thought taking 4 hours off last week would be so hard to make up over 3 days. Some weeks are cruisey but it feels like I’ve done a week’s worth in 3 days. And then I’ve got to get cracking on uni tomoz. Have dinner at a friend’s and no time or energy to make anything. Then dinner out with another friend Friday. I hope to be able to get everything unpacked over the weekend and just blob out a bit. I sure will tonight after seeing the psych.
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Can’t sleep, pineapple will eat me
I reckon Kitten’s a bit too busy to go swinging?
There are other forms of hospitality. 😹🦩
Hope you have fun tonight and are able to get some stuff down then finally relax over the weekend.
Apart from my own personal struggles, I look at what the government is doing (or not doing) and think take me to Jesus now. I’m ready and I think I’ve lived enough.
It is easy for us to get distracted by the big picture, and it can feel overwhelming when everything is is much bigger than us.
Remember that it is in the nature of our governments to disappoint us - this is because we live in a democracy centered on compromise. This is a good thing! This is another reason for us to have our representatives deal with that process - it allows us to keep moral clarity while they try to get the work done. We can sit in judgement of them while they make the Faustian bargains which keep the peace between those of us who would slay each other in the name of what we think is right. Sometimes, however, we need to look away from the sausage making. Give yourself a break, and come back to the body politic refreshed and refocused.
Would I change the system? Absolutely! Would most people agree with my changes… well… I’m not so sure… hence a system of disappointing compromises.
We can also get distracted by our personal struggles, stuck in the small frame of our own lives.
I am currently stuck in my small frame too, my personal struggles have overwhelmed me and I have found my self seized, stuck, immobile, useless, rotting, failing… well, you get the picture I hope.
I am trying. Slowly, the gears will be oiled, and the machine will move, and I am going to build capacity and become part of a community.
That is the middle ground - the place humans used to live. The way humans evolved to live. Act local, build community, and simultaneously the big picture and the small frame both start improving.
This is easier said than done!
To be honest though, you are already doing it here! This is a community. These people would not see you return to your creator, and I am absolutely certain the creator will be willing to wait many years for you to come back. They will call you when you are both ready.
I am not trying to offer advice, as I do not know your struggles.
I hope that you can continue through them, and I hope that your growth and success inspires others to continue their struggles.
I hope that your success can inspire your community to more success, more unity, and a better life for everyone.
(This post turned out much longer than I had initially intended - tldr: “Keep at it, we’re with you”)
Thought provoking post. I’m treading water at the moment but sometimes I get tired and think why bother.
same, i’m feeling my age too
well, not so much feeling my age but feeling opportunities becoming narrower because of my age
Excellent post, thanks for taking the time to share your thoughts so eloquently 😍
I’m struggling with getting sucked into doomscrolling. All I can do is try and take a break and think about something else.
Useful hobbies. Practice gardening for if it ever comes down to subsistence farming, and art skills to trade for rations in gulag /j
But no. I’m grateful to be housed and be able to have my pet, that’s what I’m holding on to
my uncle found playing the violin a useful skill in the concentration camp as musicians would play for their captors and the red cross
i’m not joking
It would have been a comfort for him and everyone around him. I’m sorry for my tasteless joke.
Sometimes you have to not think about external things too much. Live your life as well and comfortably as you can, be a good person, be kind to others and be kind to yourself. That’s it. There are bad days and good days, sometimes bad months and bad years. Do what you can to live a good life, and let the world turn.
I’ve got my harry potter paint book https://www.dymocks.com.au/harry-potter-watercolor-magic-by-tugce-audoire-9781647224622
I’ve got loads of brushes, good ones and cheaper ones, tube paints and a palette of colours in trays. I have spare paper for messing about and a big jar of water.
Now I will read the book carefully and follow instructions. Starting with doing a colour test of all the paints. :)
This is such a lovely way to spend an evening, enjoy!
hehe I walked to the shops and survived.
I won that war.
But the neurologist long term neighbour rocked around to say g’day to mum and dad. Wasn’t a check up just hello. Fark me get two docs like that in the same room you are gonna get a lotta latin.
Ah yes, and how are the astroglia in your medulla oblongata on this fine day. Corpus callosum in good balance?
Corpus callosum in good balance?
heh I’m hoping hm.
Miror quantum quisque in piscina reliquit.
Urrrrrgh, on top of a task I really really really don’t want to do now my laptop is doing its go-to-sleep-every-few-minutes nonsense. Something about a wifi virtual adapter in the logs. I’ve spent about an hour troubleshooting (while it keeps going to sleep on me randomly). Hopefully I’ve fixed it. What an esoteric thing. I just want to lie down in the sun and sleep for a bit
You don’t have something like hot corners set up with that laptop do you?
Nab. It was something to do with the wifi adapter, weirdly. Think I fixed it
Last time I saw a laptop-randomly-sleeping-every-few-minutes issue, it was the magnetic wrist band of a schmancy new smartwatch triggering the magnetic lid-closed sensor in the palmrest.
If only I had such a glamorous reason! But no, the laptop lid is closed and it’s hooked up to a dock. Event logs showed it had something to do with a virtual wifi adapter apparently. Dug around and found it hidden in device manager, with some power management option that I turned off and I think that fixed it…
Seems the new storm bypassed us. Clothes can remain on the line outside for a wee bit longer.
new storm
*nu storm
Told the GM that’s leaving that I can’t keep up anymore. He said I should make a task list and present it to my manager.
Let’s see if they’ll be reasonable or not.
cant believe it all went to shit so quickly. is this due to the pay dispute?
Do you mean the 2% company wide raise?
Yeah I think that hurt some people really badly. Everything was fine for me until:
- I was approved for leave
- people started leaving
If I hadn’t taken leave, I wouldn’t be so far behind, but it was approved. That’s the bit that’s annoying me. Why wasn’t someone keeping track of my clients while I was away?
I’ll probably end up staying until I get probation in January as it’s proving difficult to get a role right now.
At least then I’ve got security while I look elsewhere.
wait so they just… left the portfolio? you gotta be kidding.
That’s exactly what happened. I’m not crazy am I? I informed my clients I’d be away on leave, but I came back to about 150ish emails. That’s from 5 days leave.
nup thats insane. good way to piss off your clients and leave you holding the bag.
Wishing you the best and hoping that something can be worked out with your manager.
Thanks mate :)
I did this to myself because I work my ass off and they just kept piling it on!
Standard employer behaviour
Document! clockify is a good app with a free level that lets you break up and track work. Even a week or two of that broken into projecta/projectb/ admin/staff management/adhoc queries etc is enough to give you something to point to and ask how to change things. Or if you are asked to do something you can point to it and ask which thing should slide.
(I mean this is totally a do as I say not as I do situation!!)
Thanks for the heads up!
I’ve got an excel sheet going, and so far I’ve got about 50% of things I need to complete asap.
It’s sitting at 30 hours not including my day to day work.
And that’s only half so far lol
Bleh, even after the roofer turned up today the rain that swept through has caused another leak from the skylight and an area close to it.
Turns out from what I was told that there was a broken tile up there and something related to the skylight had to be patched up, guess that didn’t work though or wasn’t fully fixed.
It’s possible that if caulk was used, it didn’t have time to dry and immediately carked it. Sticking a plastic sheet over it may have helped but then they would’ve had to come back to remove it. May have just risked it to save you the money of them returning. It was either a definite return to remove whatever was covering it, or a potential return if the fix carked it.
That’s just my two cents anyway, I’m just spitballing.
I’ve got no idea since I didn’t deal with the roofer.
It’s a new leak sure. No idea if the repairs today have caused this or not.
Now that it’s at least confirmed I’d like it to stop raining now
Anyone awake?
Thanks for making the thread!
You were somehow 6 minutes early lol
We sometimes make the thread earlier so people don’t actually have to stay up till midnight or after to make a thread.
It can be up to an hour earlier sometimes depending if people need an early night and we’ve accepted that we don’t move on to the thread till midnight or after.
Fair enough
🙂 🐸
Has anyone successfully gone from sleeping around 2am to 9pm? In a week? 🤩
Yep. Do it in 1-2 hour increments
I’ve done it with different times, I do it about 4 times a year when I’m break and I stay up late doing stuff then suddenly need to wake up for work in the mornings.
Yeah, by forcing myself to get up at 7 and staying awake until 9, and feeling like absolute shit.
This is the way :(
Bit damp eh. 32.4 mils here, it’s a while since we’ve had that much.
stares furiously out window the fuck is this shit?